year 2005.....lets begin with the time i was to go to study engineering....wen me n lavi refused...ma pa said "if you work hard now you will not have to in your life!we said we will follow passion.......lavi chosse journalism and i choose to do an MBA.....par for graduation i wanted to do maths because i loved mathematics which is a shock to some people when they hear!!!!!yes succeded to become a graduate....y only 66.66 %??????please do maths honours from delhi university....my time syllabus then we ll talk abt y 66.6%.....u ll understand yourself.....i didnt enjoy it coz it was all formulas and i didnt want to live my life with a formula....i want to enjoy it!!!!so next my MBA as i had alwaz thought to do.............my fate(good or bad, i still dunno) that i choose to do it from SRISIIM........one spolit brat of delhi university, an addict to mobile phone, didnt know what it is to reach on time to class......at times didnt even know that there was a class.....thanks to pn sir that i managed to pass with 66.66% (first class)....without attending any class or if at all i did i read novels sitting in the last bench........ya agar teacher gandi lagti thi to used to disturb her by giving missed calls in her phone from mine(no teacher ever had my number thank fully)......she ll pik the phone from bag.....ring band...she ll keep it back.....ring starts...that was fun......classmates ll know after the class got over that who was the culprit.....there were a few other then me doing the same......lol.....and agar professor achi lagti thi to 2nd bench wid a notebook, inside which wud be my mobile in which i wud be happily playing games or typing msgs(to who cant be revealed...;-))...bas kabhi kisi ki proxy nahi laga paayi ..tried once n was caught n uske baad never got the courage to do it.......
year 2008.........andaman trip over....joining the new college SRISIIM....
knew all rules of it
1. no mobile phone allowed(gulps gulps)
2. timings 9.30 in the morning(at 9.31 gates will close...nooo.... at one second past 9.30)to 7.15 in the evening
3.uniform(after the life of DU)
4.95% attendence compulsary(was gtng a nervous brkdown......for being a mass bunker of delhi university).95% means 3 off daz in a semester!
many more....ll write as and wen it comes to mind.....
entire family was happy that i ll change........sudhar jaegi.....
yes sudhar gayi....topped in college...jahan dhakke kha ke graduation me pass hui...yahan 99% attendence ke saath to top karna hi tha.......my notes were studied by entire college to pass in xams and i was an alternative for prof during xams for everyone to clear the doubts and pass(haha)seems funny when i imagine now.......first year to fir bhi masti me nikal gaya......no family occasions, no outing with family or frnds,couldnt help in any family decisions or matters(used to feel guilty)par attendence nahi hua fulfil to fine bhi family ko hi dena padhta.....with the guilt that i am spending lakhs of money of my parents i got serious abt life....started working hard......2 years was nothing but a sacrifice of everything happily.......classmates would ask how do u manage to remain happy in this jail kinda life, but it was only my commitment towards my family that i did everything happily.......kabhi life ko rakh kar koi complaints nahi...first yr life was good in itself.....2nd yr was bad....the usual politics i too was involved forcebly by students....but believe me nothing bothered me.(because few good angels still were there in my life)....ma pa lavi were scared that i shouldnt gt upset spoil my career....par it never bothered me....i became a little quiet in college par lavi was back from hostel to delhi.......roz ghar jakar uska rona used to keep me entertained than to think abt any prblm of mine....bas padho , assignments and xams was all i knew n thought of!cool.....over....thought at least in the end hardwork would pay me off.....placements jiska sabko intazaar tha....intazaar hai nw that we are over with the MBA.....first ranker and jobless.....not blaming anyone(i hate blaming others).........interview xperince is already mentioned in the other blog i have written.............now what??????
year 2010........i was driving in the roads of capital city and see small kids selling pencils " didi das rupaya...le le na..wanted to give her the money but that will encourage her to sell more than to leave it..so i didnt...in another instance....i laughed when in another signal a boy said "teri jaldi shadi hogi didi....le le na didi."....its their age to write with a pencil but they are selling one.....i am running away from selling but they small kids have the courage to do that!i salute them..............coming back "you work hard now and be happy later"......i didnt work hard fully(3 years of grad)...par i worked double hard during post grad....i cant see anything good......they agreed for eveything we wanted to do....i am wondering.......2 saal bhi nahi karti yaar...if that was to go waste.......never mind...forgeting me.....those small kids selling pencil on the road....are they not working hard????but they are on road why??????do i now call that as fate......??????
