· I freaked out when my money got struck in ATM
· I freak out when I am late to reach to any place (movie, or college or office wherever it may be)
· I freaked out when I had to be in hostel
· I freaked out when I had to shift another hostel alone
· I freaked out when I boarded the train to join my job without receiving the offer letter
· I freaked out when I missed my rajdhani to Bangalore
· I freak out when I have to do some work for the person I don’t like
· I freaked out when I almost missed my flight to delhi
· I freak out when I am hungry
· I freaked out at the thought that you are leaving me forever (those who need to understand, have understood the statement-sorry its not you ;-))
· I freaked out after the accounts results
· I freak out when my mom asks me to get married
· I freak out when u don’t understand what I mean to say, who ever it may be
· I freaked out when my car wires caught fire
· I freaked out when I drive at 120 on highways
· I freaked out when I first time met with an accident-mujhe kuch nahi hua, mera car thodi thuk gayi bas J
· I freak out when people don’t follow rules
· I freak out when people don’t understand commitment of doing things on time
· I freaked out when my sis got admission in symbiosis
· I freaked out when my sis won the Rhapsody title
· I still freak out when my dad drives the car-its alwaz a roller coaster ride
· I freak out when I am tired
And I am tired now…..should end the blog before I freak out!!!!!!J
Sunday, November 28, 2010
whom should i be like?
Hare rama hare rama , rama rama hare hare
Hare Krishna hare Krishna , Krishna Krishna hare hare……….
Hold on guys…nt writing something philosophical but yes!the thought to write the blog came when I was hearing these words repeatedly in my ears recently.
And I just couldn’t resist comparing life of gods with present generation after having watched “break ke baad” recently.
The movie showed where the women was focusing on her career without even thinking about what family means and the guy is soft and makes her understand that he likes her and she also does!lemme not go to write the review coz most of u wud have watched.for those who haven’t u may pls!not a bad one to watch!
Ohk coming back to hare rama hare Krishna
When I was clapping reciting these words I was feeling the haterd for sri Krishna as he is always is called radhakrishna…………., hello lets talk about radha, does any of us worship her for the sincere love and affection she had with lord Krishna?
Or meera bai?who remembers her?who worships her? Have we ever thought about her dedication towards sri Krishna-he enjoyed being loved…but he never married them……why?????? was the thought coming to my mind…..
Then I was diverted to sri ram!!!!ohk sita ji was the only women in his life…..but he had sent to her live in forest for few years…….why??????and the ramayan where he kills ravan is what is known to us, but rest is not known that much…….. then hatred developed for sri ram as well…..
……Wait that doesn’t mean my faith in god is over coz I believe god exists and I am sincere to my prayers coz its ultimately this trust which makes me live on this earth.
I was wondering if I am supposed to show my anger to sri Krishna and ram bhagwan or towards the women of that century to be like that??????
Alright when women of this century is behaving differently like deepika in break ke baad-are they also easily accepted by the society?I dnt think so?but why shouldn’t I be dedicated towards my life?
Whats wrong when women of this century are behaving like sri ram and sri Krishna….. as it happens in the movie where she leaves the the guy saying I want to focus on my life???????????do the society still wants us to be like Sita, Meera or Radha???????
Any one who has the answer…………I seriously need to clear my confusion……..
How should I be like?????????Sita Radha or Meera?or the women of this century not bothering about anything and living my life??????I will freak out if u ask me to strike a balance between the mythological century and todays generation!coz that’s impossible!!!!!!!!
Hare Krishna hare Krishna , Krishna Krishna hare hare……….
Hold on guys…nt writing something philosophical but yes!the thought to write the blog came when I was hearing these words repeatedly in my ears recently.
And I just couldn’t resist comparing life of gods with present generation after having watched “break ke baad” recently.
The movie showed where the women was focusing on her career without even thinking about what family means and the guy is soft and makes her understand that he likes her and she also does!lemme not go to write the review coz most of u wud have watched.for those who haven’t u may pls!not a bad one to watch!
Ohk coming back to hare rama hare Krishna
When I was clapping reciting these words I was feeling the haterd for sri Krishna as he is always is called radhakrishna…………., hello lets talk about radha, does any of us worship her for the sincere love and affection she had with lord Krishna?
Or meera bai?who remembers her?who worships her? Have we ever thought about her dedication towards sri Krishna-he enjoyed being loved…but he never married them……why?????? was the thought coming to my mind…..
Then I was diverted to sri ram!!!!ohk sita ji was the only women in his life…..but he had sent to her live in forest for few years…….why??????and the ramayan where he kills ravan is what is known to us, but rest is not known that much…….. then hatred developed for sri ram as well…..
……Wait that doesn’t mean my faith in god is over coz I believe god exists and I am sincere to my prayers coz its ultimately this trust which makes me live on this earth.
I was wondering if I am supposed to show my anger to sri Krishna and ram bhagwan or towards the women of that century to be like that??????
Alright when women of this century is behaving differently like deepika in break ke baad-are they also easily accepted by the society?I dnt think so?but why shouldn’t I be dedicated towards my life?
Whats wrong when women of this century are behaving like sri ram and sri Krishna….. as it happens in the movie where she leaves the the guy saying I want to focus on my life???????????do the society still wants us to be like Sita, Meera or Radha???????
Any one who has the answer…………I seriously need to clear my confusion……..
How should I be like?????????Sita Radha or Meera?or the women of this century not bothering about anything and living my life??????I will freak out if u ask me to strike a balance between the mythological century and todays generation!coz that’s impossible!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Moon
A mother gives child the food pointing at the moon, same child when goes far abroad the mother looks into the moon thinking it would convey the message to the child that she is missing him.
A child sleeps on the terrace with the father looking at the moon with the complete feeling of the security, where when father grows old, he sits on a park, looking at children playing under the moon and misses his sons, who don’t know where he is.
Same is applicable when years after person looks into the stars and moon trying to plot which star is his father and considering the moon as the mother always.
These are few unique relationship related to the moon and the stars, but the most unique one is the relation of LOVE. A moon side walk with the person you loved is the one which will be remembered by most. Some sit on the sea shore watching the moon, the best date two people can ever have. The cards usually have moons and stars as the symbol of love rather than just the heart. And moon is messenger for the people living away. But as moon is related to hurt in case of parents so is the case when you do not have the loved one, looking at the moon causes the extreme pain. The day when moon is not in the sky, v look into the sky to convey the message, but when it is there, v feel the hurt because v know however v send the message it won’t be delivered.
To analyse more, the walk and talk has made us walk and talk and the only silent listener is the moon, who would know what is talked about as it is the one which listens to both the sides of the conversation.
Moon is the birthday gift as it's the only soul which is present besides the happiness of ours with all the loved ones who call to share it.
Well that reminds me of a blog of a friend about the big bang which separated the moon and the earth and they revolved around each other since they truly loved each other.
Hence proved that moon is not a symbol of love, not a fact to be admired about, but it is a remembrance, a separation, a proof of existence.
Was thinking all this when suddenly the beep in the phone brought me back to earth bringing the broad smile in the face, because I thought the moon have delivered the message to one I wanted to ,which was momentary and got converted into sadness when I looked at the message and realized it was from Airtel about a new offer.
A child sleeps on the terrace with the father looking at the moon with the complete feeling of the security, where when father grows old, he sits on a park, looking at children playing under the moon and misses his sons, who don’t know where he is.
Same is applicable when years after person looks into the stars and moon trying to plot which star is his father and considering the moon as the mother always.
These are few unique relationship related to the moon and the stars, but the most unique one is the relation of LOVE. A moon side walk with the person you loved is the one which will be remembered by most. Some sit on the sea shore watching the moon, the best date two people can ever have. The cards usually have moons and stars as the symbol of love rather than just the heart. And moon is messenger for the people living away. But as moon is related to hurt in case of parents so is the case when you do not have the loved one, looking at the moon causes the extreme pain. The day when moon is not in the sky, v look into the sky to convey the message, but when it is there, v feel the hurt because v know however v send the message it won’t be delivered.
To analyse more, the walk and talk has made us walk and talk and the only silent listener is the moon, who would know what is talked about as it is the one which listens to both the sides of the conversation.
Moon is the birthday gift as it's the only soul which is present besides the happiness of ours with all the loved ones who call to share it.
Well that reminds me of a blog of a friend about the big bang which separated the moon and the earth and they revolved around each other since they truly loved each other.
Hence proved that moon is not a symbol of love, not a fact to be admired about, but it is a remembrance, a separation, a proof of existence.
Was thinking all this when suddenly the beep in the phone brought me back to earth bringing the broad smile in the face, because I thought the moon have delivered the message to one I wanted to ,which was momentary and got converted into sadness when I looked at the message and realized it was from Airtel about a new offer.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
a movie of life, the chakravyuh and i am the star!
Had heard the stories when i was a kid about Abhimanyu ka chakravyuh or rather watched in TV!never thought life could be a chakravyuh for me!and coincidence while wathcing TV today again sri krishna was explaining i am the time, i was in past, present and will remain in future. everything will happen as and when it has to happen!what happens when we plan ahead of time?can i go back in past and allow me correct my mistakes?can sri krishna take me in future coz present is always what we all hate!but no i want this moment of my life to freeze....and that is what it has to be!when i get back to every corner of my home,it takes me back to memory of what i thought while sitting at this place, or doing a work!n i have got all that!well not to move back to my last blog, coming back to chakravyuh!when we go into things and dunno the way out or to survive and come out as a winner is the problem!i am thinking what are the results of my chakravyuh?the end or survivor like the happy ending of all bollywood movies, the sole survivors being the hero and heroine of the movie!i had recently read somewhere or saw a play, every person is hero/heroine of their life!that means i am going to survive. but what has the director and producer of my life(GOD) has decided for me still remains unknown. i wish i could read the script of my life before like a star can do in the beginning!either i would have been mentally prepared of whats my life is gonna be like, or would have asked before hand to change the script!NOW!!!!!!i don't know the script, i have entered the charkravyuh...............whats next is scary!i take risk in life, but got in this unknowingly, coz i thought i wrote my destiny of life, but now i feel GOD made me do that also!if that is the case, it has to be happy ending, and i am courageous enough to fight the war of my life.but why wasn't abhimanyu the hero of his movie?is it gonna happen with me too?why was my role in movie designed as so sensitive and emotional, letting others hurt me for having loved them!i wish it was a book, that i could have thrown thinking it to be a depressing one!but people who are seeing my life shouldn't throw me saying m a boring book!at times people perceived me to be happy and a person who enjoys life,yes i do but now i am in chakravyuh, so thinking of fighting the war currently!and life plays game with you when you actually are sad!a game in FaceBook says "you scored 9/ 10 and says you are quite happy as compared to others........in the game " HOW HAPPY ARE YOU?"
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