Am i God Gifted

we all at some point of lifetime think " why this happens with us" . at least i do think......for last few days or for last few months i am into a state of mind where i was bored of my life.... my routine and every day came up as a problem and challenge for me.....challenge of get up early in the morning( 8:00 o clock) lol....challenge of taking an auto and challenge to reach on time before 9.30.....challenge of attending 2 hrs lengthy classes and challenge of getting back home.....walking to main road n getting auto or searching someone and ask with the not wanting smile can you please drop me in between if convenient for you.......!But the experience i had in the morning today probably made me feel i dont have ant challenge than my own mind..........the challenge of everyday...... i was standing at the bus stop around 9 to get in the college bus(recently started) reducing one of my thought to be tension of life.....the cold chilly weather of delhi was blowing....as expected i was looking at watch..playing with mobile phone and was loaded with bag and coat.....i saw a visually challenged young person walking on the left foot path of the road!i knew he would now cross the road as there a blind school inside the opposite sector of my home....all i could see was he was confidently walking with his stick in one hand and his bag in another....he needed no help....he got down from foot path just few feet from where i was standing and start crossing the road.....he started crossing i stood watching....he didnt not expect anyone to be even stadning nearby...but often being a normal human being i expect lot of people to help me in lot of things......but he didnt.....he started crossing...though road was not very crowded with vehicle yet there were ample amount...i could see people on scooter and people driving cars confused as to stop or not to stop.....this person goes forward and propbably by sound or vibration, i dont know....came back ward....i wanted to help in first go.....but then i reminised when i was very young in 4th or 5th standard i was taught in school that " people who are challenged dont like getting help".....but finally watcing the scooter people and cars drivers so confused and to help them realise yes what they are seeing is true which they were not able to realise though not being physically challenged that the person wanted to cross the road!so i went near that person and asked shall i help you cross the road....i tell you then strength the courage reflected in his voice" yes mam, thank you"...i was stunned and walked quietly holding his hand!!!!!.......i was back to my place and watched him go further the way he wanted....he struggled initially to find it when i left him but then later started walking as the one initially i saw.....thanks to my bus which came late gave me time for self introspection.....and i thought....why i find everything to be an issue when i am not supposed to....and i thought all those things which were an issue for me should have been an issue i were like that young buy....i thought he is better and god gifted than i am.....as "he has the positive attitude towards life which i am lacking!"